July 26, 2010
Dear Parental figures,
I love you very much and I miss you. I wish you would find yourselves again so that we can once again be a part of each other's lives. You have been absent for so long I am beginning to forget what you truly looked like. Your words fade from my memory. Your love is no longer a substance beyond residue. I no longer have anything tangible to hold of yours.
Do you understand what that means? I did not think so. I wish I had the ability to to explain in words that you could comprehend. Apparently english words are too foreign to you. Your bodies seem to be currently inhabited by something inhuman. I don't know where they put you when they took over your shells. I search constantly for you. I will not stop until I find you.
I saw your Father today. He is looking for you too. He said to tell you that His heart aches from your absence. He loves you and He wants you to come home. He said that He can not wait for you to come running to His arms so that He may hold you in His warm loving embrace. He knows there is no feeling like a Father's love. He said to tell you He will never stop searching. He also asked me to tell you to call out to Him so that He will be able to find you without as much resistance.
I hope my letter finds you. We love you.
Thae
August 2, 2010
Dear Parental figures,
I miss you. My heart breaks at times because I would just like to talk with you. But there is no reasoning with your Shells. They will not tell me where you are. I have begged and pleaded with them but they say that they are you, not "shells". There is no way I would ever they believe that. They may walk and sound like you but they do things that neither of you would ever do. They have said so many hurtful things. Nothing human could say something like that. So my search for you continues.
I have tried to fight despair. It appears impossible in this time to find you. I have looked under many rocks and into countless caves. I won't stop looking though! I promise! I will not stop until I find you. I hope that you are continueing to search for yourselves? It would aid us greatly in our search for you!
Your Father said to tell you that He loves you and He misses you. He wants you to know that He will not stop searching for you. He asks that you would call out to Him so that He can find you!
I love you!!!
Thae
Nearing 30 I find myself experiencing life to an extent I never thought possible. Over the past 5 years my life has been turned upside down and vigorously shaken. I wish to share my life not to moan and groan about things gone wrong but to show others in hard times that all is not lost and you are not alone.
